Me. Living my life to the fullest. One day at a time. Trying to make something of my self.

“I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time” -Jack Londo"

Anonymous asked: Maybe I should hate you for this. I never really did ever quite get that...I'd never lie to you. Unless I had to. I'll do what I got to. I guess I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions.

Taking Back Sunday? Really? If you aren’t going to use your own words, stop. If you have something to say to me. Use your own face, and words. Stop this childish crap.


Maybe one day it will be
Just a little bit more easy
To find better parts of me
They say time is fleeting
It’s only ever a luxury
But who can ever afford such things

These days
I’ve been better
I’m learning to breathe again
I’ve been clean
As much as I hate to be sober
And it doesn’t hurt as much
To sleep

I know things keep falling apart
And it’s not for lack of how I try
There are things that we all miss
When trying to maintain
But animosity is cruel
And no one needs that shit

These days
Have been blurred
To many things get in the way
I’ve been honest
As much as I hate to admit
That I’m not as blameless
As my tongue
So I forfeit.

I’ve been on the outside
Looking in
On a collection of
And losing friends
I can’t say I didn’t do my best
And in the end I never wanted this
I never wanted this

These days
I’ve learned to appreciate
Every moment that that comes my way
I’ve been down
But I’ve never been out
Keep an ounce of hope
Even in my self doubt

Anonymous asked: What would be the fun in that? What would we say anyway? I'm quite dull without anonymity. ;)

I’m sure you can just as easily say what you’ve been saying, while putting a face to it, and it won’t change you having random subjects, or being “dull”. As far as fun, I didn’t say it was supposed to be fun.

Anonymous asked: Many people have speculated that if we knew exactly why the bowl of petunias had thought that, we would know a lot more about the nature of the universe than we do now.

Why don’t you come off anon and try to have a real conversation with me?